Sunday Confessions 28 & 29 (on Monday again)

The United States of Becky

I confess:  Last weekend I went to my Mom's - I had every intention of blogging, but didn't touch my computer a single time.  This lasted even when I got back home - all week long, lol.

I confess:  I definitely have more to write about than I have time or energy to write, but I 100% don't regret not taking out my computer.  I have so much to write about that I'm always going to feel like I'm behind, so taking a weekend off isn't going to matter in the long run.

I confess:  Today is my birthday and while I'm usually really excited about my birthday, I'm just not sure how I feel about turning 36.  Ugh, I'm closer to 40 than 30, but I feel like I'm in my 20's.  It's just all so weird.

I confess:  It's because I want to have another baby and this stupid infertility paired with that fucking ticking clock that let's me know my reproductive years are limited plus a husband that won't consider another kid unless certain bull-shit criteria are met - MY TIME IS LIMITED AND I'M STARTING TO FREAK OUT.

I confess:  Sometimes I think my ADD makes me think I work really hard, but I'm actually just spinning my wheels.  Like, I feel busy all day and I'm exhausted, but I haven't really accomplished much.  I feel like I should have something to show for all my hard work, but instead of putting in a lot of hard work on one thing, I've really only put moderate work into lots of things getting me nowhere.

I confess:  Or maybe I'm just lazy?  Still trying to figure that one out.

Linking up with United States of Becky

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